Zayn left

Hello, everybody

So as most of the people have heard now...  Zayn Malik from One Direction has left...He is not part of the band anymore...This journey is now over....

When I heard it, I just couldn't believe it and then I started crying.I read it twice and then just hugged my Zayn's pillow and cried.

I am so,so, so sad that he left...Like he was my favorite member and I always supported him and he was one of those person who could make me smile no matter what...

So when I heard that he left I....

I feel empty and alone, I feel heartbroken, I don't know what to do, how to live, how to react, what to say, how to act when I somebody asks about it...

I don't know how I am gonna wake up tomorrow, because on my walls are posters and huge flag where I can see his face and I don't know what I am gonna feel...

I like how actually most of the people are kind and helpful about it and it actually makes me happy, but also all of those tweets what people tweet about it all...it actually makes me pretty emotional too

It's weird to think that if you are going to their concert now...there is no Zayn Malik...no amazing high notes...I don't even know what am I gonna feel in this concert in summer, but I really hope I will enjoy this and I hope that Zayn will come back one day..

There have been so many great memories and things to remember and all of those jokes and his tweets...he really made this band amazing

I am gonna miss his shyness, mystery, how he didn't like big attention, but who was so amazing, he wasn't that outgoing, but his voice...his voice is the most amazing voice ever and his high notes.I will miss him in every way.Forever and always.

I wish him all the best, I will always support him no matter what.I hope he has an amazing future and I really wish he gets more privacy and I wish him luck!He deserves a great.. I mean amazing life.Don't forget that you will always have people who love you and who you make smile...I want him to be strong and believe in himself. 

One Direction 23.07.2010-25.03.2015