Lately...I have been trying to be happy, smile more, hang out with people, enjoy life...I have been that, but the truth is...I do smile more, but inside I feel like dying...I am not certainly sad...I just feel like I am falling apart...
"There is no such a things as a lazy person, he is either sick or uninspired"-Zig Ziglar
I have so many things to do, and I know I have to do them...running around, studying.I force myself to study, but when I have finished I feel dead..I don't have the power to do anything else...I feel so done.It happens so often, that it's scary...My day might be amazing, but when I come home and I've finished all my things, I feel like a brick wall...not alive, just existing, without feelings, without emotions...For awhile now I've been wanting to write..So badly, because it's something what I want to do.But when I open Blogger, I just stare at the page and nothing comes out...I don't have nothing to write about...So I just close the page and find something else to do...
"Anything that I've felt uninspired, I don't force myself to sit down and write.I only do it when I feel the Impulse" -Zoe Kazan
So lately I've been trying to walk a lot and just to realize who I am..I've been trying to find myself..To find the person who I am..Because well there have been evenings where I have cried because I don't know who I am anymore..I feel so lost.I feel like I have changed..I feel like I am loosing friends..I don't know what I want from life...In my relationship...I feel like I just fail and I don't know what to want anymore...I have been having such a big problems with finding myself..But I feel like the weekend away have helped me a little and I hope to see the more inspired me very soon.
"Quotes are nothing but inspiration for the uninspired"
"There is no such a things as a lazy person, he is either sick or uninspired"-Zig Ziglar
I have so many things to do, and I know I have to do them...running around, studying.I force myself to study, but when I have finished I feel dead..I don't have the power to do anything else...I feel so done.It happens so often, that it's scary...My day might be amazing, but when I come home and I've finished all my things, I feel like a brick wall...not alive, just existing, without feelings, without emotions...For awhile now I've been wanting to write..So badly, because it's something what I want to do.But when I open Blogger, I just stare at the page and nothing comes out...I don't have nothing to write about...So I just close the page and find something else to do...
"Anything that I've felt uninspired, I don't force myself to sit down and write.I only do it when I feel the Impulse" -Zoe Kazan
So lately I've been trying to walk a lot and just to realize who I am..I've been trying to find myself..To find the person who I am..Because well there have been evenings where I have cried because I don't know who I am anymore..I feel so lost.I feel like I have changed..I feel like I am loosing friends..I don't know what I want from life...In my relationship...I feel like I just fail and I don't know what to want anymore...I have been having such a big problems with finding myself..But I feel like the weekend away have helped me a little and I hope to see the more inspired me very soon.
"Quotes are nothing but inspiration for the uninspired"
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