This year...for some reason I don't feel so anxious...I mean I do actually, but then again not really.
It's the last year of high school, I am going to 12th grade, what actually feels crazy to think about it like that! I feel like I am still a little girl.
This year the school started on 3. September and on that day we took the first graders to acts and it was pretty emotional. They are starting, we are finishing. I think it still hasn't quite hit me that I am in 12th grade...
Before the school had begun, I was pretty calm...the only thing I was worried about was meeting with few people and how I'll manage school and work. But I bought new cool notebooks and new pens and that all excited me a lot.
Now the first week of school is over. Have spend a lots of time with my friends. Been drinking smoothies, green tea and lots of healthy foods. I have been smiling a lot, jumping around, talking a lot, laughing. I have just enjoyed it all. I have been in every lesson. And if you know me, that is kinda not how Kelly usually works, hahah. But at the moment I really do enjoy being there, yeah I mean some lessons really to tire you and they are kinda boring or annoying, oh and it is so hot in some of the classes. But like...I don't find being sad because that one class is boring...I live for the breaks, to laugh with friends, to tell some stupid jokes...I even don't find the need to listen to music while being there at the moment...I know it is going to change soon, haha. But the at the moment I really am enjoying that it...even the people aren't that bad.
For this year I don't have any hopes or expectations...I mean I just wanna do it. I want to graduate in June. I want to pass my exams. I want to talk with people, to build connections and not to hate so much on everyone. I plan on going with a flow. Yeah, of course there will be these hard these where there is like a lot to study, a lot tests and people are irritating you, but at the moment I really do not find any reasons to stress about it all...I kinda just wanna do it...just to go with a flow.
Be there and then after the day you can do whatever you want to do. The days aren't that long as well that I don't...For me it all seems to be do-able. *I can't wait to read this post like in a month, hahah* So yeah what else is to write here, I feel positive about this year and I think when you have the right people around you, everything will go great. Lots of exciting things to come and lots of oppurtunitys to overcome myself.
So yeahhh, last year, last push!!
It's the last year of high school, I am going to 12th grade, what actually feels crazy to think about it like that! I feel like I am still a little girl.
This year the school started on 3. September and on that day we took the first graders to acts and it was pretty emotional. They are starting, we are finishing. I think it still hasn't quite hit me that I am in 12th grade...
Before the school had begun, I was pretty calm...the only thing I was worried about was meeting with few people and how I'll manage school and work. But I bought new cool notebooks and new pens and that all excited me a lot.
Now the first week of school is over. Have spend a lots of time with my friends. Been drinking smoothies, green tea and lots of healthy foods. I have been smiling a lot, jumping around, talking a lot, laughing. I have just enjoyed it all. I have been in every lesson. And if you know me, that is kinda not how Kelly usually works, hahah. But at the moment I really do enjoy being there, yeah I mean some lessons really to tire you and they are kinda boring or annoying, oh and it is so hot in some of the classes. But like...I don't find being sad because that one class is boring...I live for the breaks, to laugh with friends, to tell some stupid jokes...I even don't find the need to listen to music while being there at the moment...I know it is going to change soon, haha. But the at the moment I really am enjoying that it...even the people aren't that bad.
For this year I don't have any hopes or expectations...I mean I just wanna do it. I want to graduate in June. I want to pass my exams. I want to talk with people, to build connections and not to hate so much on everyone. I plan on going with a flow. Yeah, of course there will be these hard these where there is like a lot to study, a lot tests and people are irritating you, but at the moment I really do not find any reasons to stress about it all...I kinda just wanna do it...just to go with a flow.
Be there and then after the day you can do whatever you want to do. The days aren't that long as well that I don't...For me it all seems to be do-able. *I can't wait to read this post like in a month, hahah* So yeah what else is to write here, I feel positive about this year and I think when you have the right people around you, everything will go great. Lots of exciting things to come and lots of oppurtunitys to overcome myself.
So yeahhh, last year, last push!!
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